SCREAMS

cruel affliction, profound hole

darkness moans, alone the soul

silent loudness, quiet blast

lurks the Demon, shadow cast

anvil, hammer, trumpets blare

chain reaction, trembling air

trilling whistles, pounding drums

cranked up volume, rendered mum

a deaf soul seeks no misery

it finds him through anxiety

from sight not sound, reactions come

frustrations tame him, thoughts go numb

twisted tension, rising tide

isolation, boxed inside

crushed emotions, self-esteem

deafened silence….Demon screams

my history, started out with a dangling body-aid, age 6. Its the one on the left. Kept it until i was a sophomore in hs. Naturally, the shiny box-like aid, with the long cord, attracted bullies.

Then the audie wanted me to wear a hearing aid behind each ear(bte). Said no way, im freaky enough!

Now im older and i see older ppl with hearing aids all the time. I guess that means as i get older i become more normal???